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.__==**Even Angels Cry...__==**

They are living souls

8/19/07 12:02 pm - 081907


When I abandoned you I ceased to breathe,

Though I still continue to bleed.

And I continue to feel.

I want the emotional laceration to last forever,

Pain is the only thing you left me

That I want to endure to continue feeling you.

To continue feeling us.

8/19/07 12:01 pm - 081907


tease me,

embarrass me,

Forget me,

Fool me,

Ignore me,

betray me,

Disrespect me,

hate me,

lie to me,

hurt me,

Use me,

Abuse me,

Push me,

kill me,

anything you want.


just don't go.

8/19/07 01:08 am - 081707


What burst people to tears?

My heart already ceased to beat when we parted.

All the tears I cried already dried.

Then I saw you and my heart begun to pound.

Finally I cried.

8/19/07 01:03 am - Paalam Na

Kasabay ng pagbuhos ng ulan ang taimtim na pahluha ko,

Sa pangungulila ko sa pag-ibig mo;

Lahat ng pangarap at pangakong magkasamang binuo,

Inanod na sa mundong walang pagsuyo.


Matatamis na alaala ang natatanging baon,

Na siya ring nagsisilbing multo ng kahapon;

Heto ako nakatitig sa larawan mo,

Asam makapiling ka sa huling pagkakataon.


Paalam na,

Hayaan nating burahin ng ulan ang mga alaala;

Sa ngayon sasabayan ko ang langit sa pagtangis,

Bawat dampi sayo'y magbubulong minahal kita ng labis.


Sa pagtila ng ulan luha'y manunuyo,

Kasabay maglalaho ang alaala mo;

Mga tulang sabay nating binuo,

Ngayo'y tinutuldukan ko.

8/18/07 08:25 am - From Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes



For I am the first and the last

I am the venerated and the despised

I am the prostitute and the saint

I am the wife and the virgin

I am the mother and the daughter

I am the arms of my mother

I am the barren and my children are many

I am the married woman and the spinster

I am the woman who gives birth and she who never procreated

I am the consolation for the pain of birth

I am the wife and the husband

And he is my rejection

Always respect me

For I am the shameful and the magnificent one.


At every moment of our lives we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss.


How is it possible for the beauty that was there only minutes before to vanquish so quickly?


Sometimes you get no second chance and that it's best to accept the gifts the world offers you.


If I must be faithful, I have first of all, to be faithful to myself.


If I'm looking for true love, I first have to get the mediocre love out of my systems.


Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever finally come to realize that nothing really belongs to them.


It is not time time that changes man, nor knowledge; the only thing that can change someone's mind is love.


But if I don't think about love , I will be nothing.


All my life, I thought of love as some kind of voluntary enslavement… Freedom only exists when love is present. The person who gives him or herself wholly, the person who feels freest, is the person who loves the most.


In love, no one can harm anyone else; we are each of us responsible for our own feelings and cannot blame someone else for what we feel.


No one loses anyone because no one owns anyone. The is true freedom: Having the most important thing in the world without owning it.


There is always a right moment to stop something.


Being young inevitably means making mistakes.


 Passion: it can be used to describe the beauty of an earth-shaking meeting between two people… It's there in the excitement of the unexpected , in the desire to do something with real fervor, in the certainty that one is going to realize a dream. Passion sends us signal that guide us through our lives, and it's up to me to interpret those signs.


The great aim of every human being is to understand the meaning of total love. Love is not to be found in someone else, but in ourselves; we simply awaken it.


The universe only makes sense when we have someone to share our feelings with.


Keeping passion at bay or surrendering blindly to it -- which of these two attitudes is the least destructive? I don't know.


I've learned that waiting is the most difficult bit, and I want to get used to the feeling, knowing that you're with mw, even when you're not by my side.



Profound desire, true desire is the desire to be close to someone.      


What is real always finds a way of revealing itself.


I've met a man and fallen in love with him. I allowed myself to fall in love for one simple reason: I'm not expecting anything to come of it.


Important meetings are planned by the souls long before the bodies see each other.


The most important experiences a man can have are those that take him to the very limit; that is the only way we learn, because it requires all our courage.


It wasn't necessary to know your own demons in order to find God.        


Every human being experiences his or her own desire; it is part of our personal treasure and although, as an emotion, it can drive people away… it brings those who are important to us closer. It is an emotion chosen by my soul, and it is so intense that it can infect everything and evryone around me.


The strongest love is love that can demonstrate its fragility.


If love is real, freedom will conquer jealousy and any pain it causes me.


If you want to achieve your objectives, you have to be prepared for daily dose of pain and discomfort.


Sex has come to be used as some kind of a drug: in order to escape reality, to forget about problems, to relax. And like all drugs, this is a harmful and destructive practice.


If a person wants to take drugs, in the form of sex or whatsoever, that's their problem; the consequence of their actions will be better or worse depending on the choices they make. But if we are talking in terms of making progress, we must understand that "good enough" is very different from best.


We all have a rock inside us, and in order to make love, the hands on both clocks have to be pointing to the same time… If you love another person, you don’t depend on sex act to feel good. Two people who live together and love each other need to adjust the hands of their clocks, with patience and perseverance, until they realize that making love is more than just an encounter, it is "genital embrace."


When a teacher helps someone to discover something, the teacher always learns something new too.


Ever since we were expelled from paradise, we have either been suffering, making other people suffer or watching the sufferings of others.


Man has understood that suffering, if confronted without fear, is his passport to freedom.


When I had nothing to lose, I had everything. When I stopped being who I am, I found myself.


We are human beings, we are born full of guilt; we feel terrified when happiness becomes real possibility; and we die wanting to punish everyone else because we feel impotent, ill-used and unhappy.


Pain and suffering are used to justify the one thing that should bring only joy: love.


Life is too short, or too long… to allow… the luxury of living it so badly.


Original sin was not the apple that Eve ate, it was her belief that Adam needed to share precisely the thing she had tasted.


Certain things cannot be shared. Nor can we be afraid of the ocean into which we plunge our own free will; Fear cramps everyone's style. Man goes through the hell in order to understand this. Love one another, but let's not try to possess one another.


They all believe that man feels desire for only eleven minutes a day, and that they'll pay for fortune for it. That's not true; a man is also a woman, we wants to find someone, to give meaning to his life.


Bodies always understand each other, even when the souls do not.


Love was necessary if one was to experience pleasure in bed.


8/12/07 01:22 am - ceejay

Do you know what it feels telling the whole world that your partner reciprocates your emotions -- Telling every detail of even the simplest things he has done for you, letting the whole world know how much you are being loved, allowing them to feel how lucky you are in the arms of the person you want to be with yet realizing in the end that you have miscalculated the feelings of your partner? Suddenly they feel envious. Some are happy though. May be I know. May be I’ve been there. Can you imagine how humiliating it is being derided by fate – making the people see how you came to believe that you are fortunate enough being loved by the person you really wanted to love you and letting them see how you’ve been betrayed by that same person even if you already ceased from saying how you feel. Some feel pity. Though some mocks at you. May be it’s one of the worst feeling. But the real struggle is the one within you – the feeling of having him when in fact he was never been yours.

8/12/07 01:19 am - mee

I don’t actually know if I’ve been in love. I’ve been into relationships and yet I still don’t know whether or not it was really love that I felt because if I did, why do I feel hurt. A lot of people claim that they  are in love and yet they are happy. If this is love, why do pain dominate me? A lot of questions bother me. While I tried hard to answer my own questions, why does it always lead me to the same road – self-denial? May be it’s true, it was love that I felt, only it was not returned.

7/4/07 08:01 am - untitled

How is it possible to be with someone and still feel alone?
To vision a life without you and yet be entagled with the past?

Much has been said about the opposite directions
the mind and heart trudge.

It's happening to me.

I want to let go and yet I miss us.

7/3/07 12:52 am - pretenders?


Funny how veiled emotions can't remain hidden forever. In as much as inner grievances can't be endured a lifetime and just be concealed -- they need to be heard.

Ironic how a person can lie to anyone and make others believe what one wants them to, but one cannot fool oneself.

Nobody knows how I feel.

I just pondered.

Sometimes, the real person within a person is mirrored in the exact opposite of his actions.

At one point, we are all actors.

6/9/07 09:05 pm - meee

I love him and I am sure about my feelings .I just can't say until when will I be enjoying the feeling that wraps me now. All I know is that you are the only person I wish to see with each of my waking breathe- the same person I wish to see before the day surrenders.

You never know how you changed me to be a better person. You saved me when I was on the verge of my last hope. You brought back the life in me. You taught me to love life once again, to regain my aspirations as well as my fertile ideals. You ingrained in me the value of forgiveness after my torment.You inspire me and I really love you.

Maybe it would be too soon to say that fate would smoothen the path destined for the both us.In fact, it may even be  tougher than the road I traveled before you came. However, knowing you're with me reminds me that my battle is also yours. You said that I won't cry anymore and I have faith that it's just so true.

And if ever you don't know, it is only now that I am able to write about happy thoughts.  And those thoughts are memories I shared with you. I just hope that one day, you'll be able to read one so that you'll know how grateful I am having you.
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